Contamination Observation: Lake George Rock the Dock
The Spaces Between RealitiesThere is a tendency among humans to compress continua into binaries.
Good or bad.
Success or failure.
Love or hate.
Friend or enemy.
Perhaps we do this because binaries are efficient. They help us move quickly through an impossibly complicated world. Sometimes they even serve us well.
Reality, however, appears remarkably uninterested in our need for clean categories.
The more I wander, the more I suspect realities do not replace one another.
They overlap.
Intersect.
Blend.
Sometimes so gradually that we fail to notice where one ends and another begins.
My wife and co-conspirator left straight from her job Friday afternoon. I had packed a cooler with sandwiches, snacks, and enough beer to survive a small apocalypse. We pointed ourselves north toward Lake George for Dark Star Orchestra's appearance at Rock the Dock.
Four hours and zero traffic later we checked into Brookside Motel and Cabins.
Not rooms.
Cabins.
Of course we picked the cabin.
Almost immediately we realized something neither of us had expected.
We had stayed here before in what seemed like another reality.
Years earlier.
Back when our daughter traveled the East Coast playing AAU basketball.
Yes, another reality.
An earlier version of our former selves.
There was a stretch of years when youth basketball became a form of nomadic wandering. Hotels blurred together. High school gyms became temporary homes. Highways connected weekends that slowly accumulated into childhood itself.
Basketball wasn't really about basketball.
It was discipline.
Friendship.
Adversity.
Failure.
Success.
Travel.
Commitment.
It was the model through which my daughter learned to inhabit the world she now abides within so gracefully.
Standing in front of that same little cabin years later, I realized none of those years had actually disappeared.
They still occupied this place, one reality evolving into another.
We wandered down Canada Street looking for dinner and found ourselves inside a tiny family-run pho restaurant that must have ben a former storefront.
It felt unmistakably Lake George.
Just beyond the polished tourist frontage.
Weathered.
Improvised. A railing held together by cable ties.
Clearly assembled through years of resilience, just making things work.
The family greeted us with genuine warmth, visibly happy that two people had stepped off the sidewalk and into their little restaurant.
The air conditioning appeared to have surrendered to the heat of the kitchen sometime prior to our appearance, perhaps…. long ago.
The steamed pork buns were pedestrian, doughy.
The pho itself was good.
But the broth...
The broth refused categorization, it contained infinities
How could I possibly feel within it the life lived of the woman who made it?
The countries she had left.
The people she had loved.
The disappointments she had endured.
The countless pots she had stirred before this one.
I knew none of those things.
Yet somehow they all seemed quietly present.
The broth tasted like accumulated overlapping realities. The simplicity of a good clear broth containing such complexity is some form of experiencial wizardry. You can’t learn it, your experience learns you.
When we wiped our brows, said our goodbyes and stepped back outside, the humid evening suddenly felt cool.
The breeze, having been absent moments before, introduced itself as though it had been waiting patiently for us all along.
The next morning we wandered.
Breakfast.
Million Dollar Beach.
Canada Street.
The Wax Museum.
Humanity in all its astonishing variety. Both wonderful and horrifying.
Large groups of East Asian families.
Tourists with shopping bags and melting ice cream.
Families whose accents occupied that fascinating Venn diagram where western Nassau County gradually leaks through Queens becomes Throggs Neck, Pelham Bay, and the Bronx until the boundaries almost disappear altogether.
Young women wearing almost nothing.
Men whose speaking voices somehow exceeded the volume necessary for the surrounding mountains.
A young child whose voice was remarkably abrasive for someone so small. Who would she eventually become?
Not wrong.
Not right.
Simply another frequency occupying the same reality.
We stepped into a pub that had looked promising earlier in the day.
Too loud.
Stepped into another.
Perfect.
Quiet.
Nearly empty. A respite from the meandering throngs.
Outside the sidewalk pulsed with humanity.
Inside a bartender made immediate eye contact, a bourbon, a local IPA, my wife, and a young musician on the next barstool named Andy.
Andy had driven from Elmira with a friend.
Neither realized the festival had sold out.
So they adapted.
They found a quiet bar.
His phone pulsed constantly with messages, videos, followers, and whatever invisible architecture sustains a modern musician's life.
Mine couldn't find enough signal to load a webpage. He showed me his songs and other digital things, tried to send them to my phone which belched and then smirked at me.
Different realities.
Shared barstools.
I took a photo of his screen as between me and my phone it was all we were capable of and then handed him a business card. Digitized light, paper, ink. Fair trade.
He was making rap-adjacent music I had never encountered.
I was making artifacts for a tiny art company built around my experiences of subjective reality and wandering contamination.
We clearly found one another interesting if nothing more.
We occupied neighboring worlds for twenty minutes.
Wished one another well.
The immersive reality of Rob Baracco, Jeff Mattson, Rob Eaton, Skip Vangelis, Dino English and Ron Cohen of Dark Star Orchestra
Rock the Dock occupied a pier extending into Lake George.
First thing we noticed was full grown humans jumping a barrier and entering the festival for free. Should have gotten Andy’s #. Yes, I did that myself many times in my much younger days including the now historical SPAC Dead shows. Got into the bowels of MSG once too running through random hallways and staircases before being escorted back out to the streets of Manhattan which honestly was a perfectly valid way to enjoy a show.
Steamships surrounded us.
One extra large behind us facing the stage.
Two large one on either side.
Old enough to feel historical.
Beautiful enough to feel fictional.
The pit remained surprisingly uncrowded.
I set our chairs toward the rear and immediately wandered forward.
If a bell is invited to ring...
does that invitation extend to a bass guitar? That happened.
Dark Star Orchestra played one of those evenings that refuses to become merely a concert or a setlist or dance party.
Jack Straw
Ramble On Rose
Box of Rain
Mr. Charlie
Cassidy
Brown-Eyed Women
You Ain't Woman Enough (To Take My Man)
Playing in the Band
Uncle John's Band
Wharf Rat
Uncle John's Band (Reprise)
St. Stephen
Playing in the Band (Reprise)
Not Fade Away
Take a Letter Maria
The sun surrendered itself gradually.
Darkness arrived almost imperceptibly.
People spun and moved and danced and vibed.
Children laughed.
Steamships bobbed in rough dancing waters as quiet witness.
The American Legion raised money for veterans.
Formula 5 musicians appeared.
Reality expanded just enough to accommodate everyone.
My wife seemed perfectly content remaining in one place.
So I wandered.
Returned.
Danced beside her.
Got us some water.
Spoke with fellow travelers.
Wandered again.
No one way of experiencing the evening was any more correct than any other.
After the music ended we walked slowly back toward Canada Street.
There are losses that arrive like thunderstorms.
Sudden.
Unavoidable.
Then there are losses that resemble sand slipping quietly through your fingers while you continue believing you can still hold onto it.
I found myself thinking about a friendship that had slowly drifted beyond recognition.
No betrayal.
No explosion.
Simply the gradual realization that some relationships become non-reciprocal. Help, support, soup, advice, one’s truth seen as critique, attack, intrusion. Compassion that remains but now must be unseen, goodwill unobserved. Love unexpressed. Aloof. Such a waste.
Coyotes are social, vocal, expressive, loving….. listen to them talk and communicate through the night air. Huskies while wonderful are, at least with humans other than their own, aloof. That’s why their humans become so bonded, the relationship makes them feel special, understood, singular. Aloof, a self fulfilling defense mechanism due to the perception of impending harm.
We often imagine the opposite of love is hate.
I don't think it is.
Hate requires tremendous investment and is pointless, bile that backs up on you, poisons you, infects you.
Perhaps the opposite of love is simply disinterest. A willful forgetting.
One reality quietly drifting beyond the horizon while another continues walking in another direction.
Not every ending requires an enemy.
The following morning we packed a picnic and drove to the summit of Prospect Mountain.
With beer.
From above, Lake George became much more legible.
Far below I could see the pier where Rock the Dock had stood, where we had danced only hours earlier, already being dismantled. Impermanence, the wheel.
The old steamships all rested quietly on the water.
Para-sailors defying certain death in their own reality.
Canada Street stretched through town with meandering humanity and melting ice cream included.
The Wax Museum. Consider that for a moment, a historic old wax museum in a summer tourist town. How has something so ephemeral withstood time, change, transition? So many summers of so many different cultural eras, should it all not have melted at some point? We can somehow maintain wax figures but not relationships, if you can even call them that.
The pub where Andy and I had shared bourbon and conversation and exchanged credentials via paper and light. Likely still empty on a Sunday afternoon.
Somewhere below, I imagine Andy and his phone were still contributing catchy rap/pop songs to his YouTube channel.
The pho restaurant, it’s friendly smiling family and their untold story.
The tiny cabin and my previous and current realities residing together seamlesly there.
The beach. The mountains. The lake. Sentient beings all. Observing, being, abiding.
Every place still existed simultaneously within the landscape.
Then came the realities that couldn't be seen.
The father subtly leading from behind, shadowing his daughter from gymnasium to gymnasium until they were all one big gym.
The younger couple who had stayed in that same cabin years earlier.
The friendship that quietly dissolved through disinterest rather than hatred.
The wandering nomad writing these words while considering next weekend’s Punch Brothers show in Katonah.
Standing on that mountain, that summit where some form of objective observation seemed within reach none of these realities felt separate at all.
They occupied the same geography.
Perhaps they always had. I imagine they always will.
Consensus reality encourages us to choose one story.
One identity.
One ending.
A single truth.
Wandering contamination suggests something gentler.
Perhaps reality is less like a light switch than a sunrise, following along in a continuum of sunrises and requisite sunsets.
Not this or that.
But an infinite number of subtle gradations where yesterday, today, memory, loss, joy, strangers, music, clear pho broth, steamships, childhood, and infinite possibilities all continue existing together. And coffee, of course good coffee.
The map works beautifully until reality decides to reveal just how much more complicated—and more beautiful—the landscape has always been. Witness. Be grateful. Be present. Do it. Do the thing. Grab love where and when it finds you, there isn’t enough of it.
There are no accidents.
May all beings benefit.
~Nikki
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